
For the journey, for the physician
Πρὸς τὸν Φυσικόν
One night, seven years ago, you sent "Would you let Him heal you?"
I wasn't ready when you asked because I couldn't see, and I couldn't trust. Now we sit again face to face, and I already know to trust Him before I trust you. These last two years have been wilderness; there's a lot more to unpack than there has ever been, and yet, I have learned to trust Him more deeply, to be surrounded and loved by our community, and am firmer in where my help comes from.

Lucy (Emily) Velasquez
DOB · September 26th 1996
Certified Research Dragon
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View Communication PlanMedications
Levothyroxine
125 mcg • Daily
Famotidine
20 mg • Nightly
Fexofenadine
180 mg • Nightly
Quercetin
500 mg • Nightly
Montelukast
10 mg • Nightly
Yaz
Standard dose • Nightly
Corlanor
7.5 mg • 2x daily with meals
Hydroxyzine
25 mg • PRN up to 3x daily
| Drug | Dose | Frequency | Purpose |
|---|---|---|---|
| Levothyroxine | 125 mcg | Daily | Hypothyroid |
| Famotidine | 20 mg | Nightly | MCAS |
| Fexofenadine | 180 mg | Nightly | MCAS |
| Quercetin | 500 mg | Nightly | MCAS |
| Montelukast | 10 mg | Nightly | MCAS |
| Yaz | Standard dose | Nightly | Birth Control (RPL) |
| Corlanor | 7.5 mg | 2x daily with meals | POTS / IST |
| Hydroxyzine | 25 mg | PRN up to 3x daily | Anxiety |
Calling this a goal doesn't feel right. Because a goal is something that can be achieved through human will, strength, and hard work. But we know all too well we are not the authors of life. He gives and takes away. However, to pretend that the deepest longing of my heart is not present and is not an overwhelming force in our conversations would not be the truth. What I am willing to say is this:
I pray daily to be a mother, to give Eldon a child. To raise that child in a God-fearing, safe, and loving home.
I want to be pregnant and give birth with as little intervention as possible.
I ask that you intercede for us both in prayer and skill to this end.
How gracious he will be when you cry for help! As soon as he hears, he will answer you. Although the Lord gives you the bread of adversity and the water of affliction, your teachers will be hidden no more; with your own eyes you will see them. Whether you turn to the right or to the left, your ears will hear a voice behind you, saying, "This is the way; walk in it."
— Isaiah 30:19-20
CLINICAL TOOLS
Your Care Team

- Contact
- [TBD]
- Languages
- English, Mandarin, Spanish
- Board Cert
- American Board of Family Medicine
- Years
- 25
Training
- • Columbia University — BA, English Literature
- • Saint Louis University School of Medicine — MD, with honors
- • Sutter Santa Rosa Regional Hospital — Family Medicine Residency
- • London School of Hygiene & Tropical Medicine — Postbaccalaureate Diploma, Public Health
Fast Facts
- ◆Former New York Times health columnist and TEDx speaker
- ◆Spent 10 years practicing family medicine in Beijing, where he trained the first generation of board-certified family doctors in China
- ◆Columbia English lit degree — medicine was his second act (and yet constantly under-states and un-specifies his language: "different," "disappointed," etc.)
- ◆Interested in health technology, AI in clinical care, and attended HIMSS25
- ◆Sings in the worship band at Cross Sound Church
Current Focus
MCAS literacy, POTS awareness, steady primary care anchor
Next Step
Receive hand-off, coordinate with Neal & Deo, lead the foundation sprint
A Note
I refuse to write this knowing you're the one reading it. So instead I'll describe you the way I see you. You are always someone who keeps hope alive, and yeah I can see how hard that can be at times, and yet you carry it with you. You are deeply admired and I wish I could show you why I would wait over 6 months to come back to your panel. While one could easily state that you have a technical capacity for understanding MCAS and to a lesser degree POTS that makes you invaluable to my care, it is more of the gentleness and steadiness that truly grounds me in my choice. You have a spirit of helpfulness about you. In the years that you've lent your voice to Cross Sound in worship, to picking up and organizing papers during take down, to listening to me tell stories about the current state of my care. I am truly honored to know you and excited to receive care from you. I think one of the key things that I want to keep going forward into this next chapter is that there's an ease you bring into your care, and I can't think of a better word than "authority." The ability to break through my uneasiness — whether it's stumbling out words and directing me to "speak don't think" or telling me to push through a crowd; it's going to be important to me that you feel confident pushing me. Your skill in holding the room steady is trustworthy.

- Contact
- [TBD]
- Languages
- English, Spanish
- Board Cert
- American Board of Psychiatry and Neurology
- Years
- 10
Training
- • UC San Diego School of Medicine — MD
- • Boston University Medical Center — Psychiatry Residency
Additional Roles
- • Chief Medical Officer, Wellfound Behavioral Health Hospital
Fast Facts
- ◆Born and raised in the Puget Sound region — a genuine local who trained in Boston and came home
- ◆CMO of an inpatient behavioral health hospital while running a private boutique practice on the side
- ◆Once presented a case of catatonia in pregnancy at the APA annual meeting and called it "a dream come true"
- ◆Every single patient review uses the same three words: humble, down-to-earth, kind
Current Focus
Nervous system, PMDD overlay with MCAS, grounding the narrative
Next Step
Bridge story to Richard; continue hydroxyzine strategy informed by MCAS
A Note
Richard, I've worked with Brian from 2016 to 2018, and then started again in late 2025 and I have been dying to see you two meet. I think you're going to like each other. Brian is one of the first people I felt comfortable sharing my story with. He defended me when they wanted to write off the fainting episodes as psychogenic in that season, and so I returned to him. He knows things that I need to share with you and has been helping me to figure out how, grounding me in how medicine ought to look realistically. He is humble and steady and he seems to thoroughly enjoy explaining the mechanism of action to patients. He was open to the idea that antihistamines strongly favorably impacted my PMDD and decided to use hydroxyzine because it's an antihistamine as opposed to benzos based on the overlay of MCAS. When you call him, he's going to make your job easier, not harder. He's the type of physician that does the work and takes care of people, he's earnest, kind and holds integrity. He also has opinions on what types of jokes are "appropriate" for church and which are a little too morbid.

- Contact
- [TBD]
- Languages
- English, French
- Board Cert
- Internal Medicine · Cardiovascular Disease
- Years
- 15+
Training
- • Weill Medical College of Cornell University — MD
- • Rockefeller University — PhD, Molecular Biophysics
- • Harvard Medical School — Postdoctoral Research, Human Genetics & Computational Biology
- • Brigham and Women's Hospital — Residency, Internal Medicine
- • Massachusetts General Hospital — Fellowship, Cardiology
Academic Appointments
- • Associate Professor of Medicine, UCSF
- • Associate Professor of Medicine, Harvard Medical School
Additional Roles
- • Associate Physician, Division of Cardiovascular Medicine, Brigham and Women's Hospital
- • CMO & CPO, Atman Health
Fast Facts
- ◆His dad was a probability and statistics professor — he grew up loving math and brought it to medicine
- ◆Won a $2.35M NIH Director's New Innovator Award for his work on genetic heart diseases
- ◆Pioneered AI interpretation of echocardiograms with a landmark study using 14,035 echo images
- ◆Holds U.S. patents on AI cardiac image recognition
Current Focus
POTS / IST management, cardiac gate for reproductive readiness
Next Step
Read exome variants at the molecular level; gate cardiac clearance
A Note
So I did in fact keep cardiology. Richard, I watched this man give a lecture at MIT on YouTube and voluntarily made a cardiology appointment without anyone making me. You know what that means. You know what it normally takes to get me to see a specialist. Deo is the reason I stopped fighting about cardiology. He's Cornell MD, Rockefeller PhD, Harvard postdoc, dual faculty at UCSF and Harvard — and it's $200 for a virtual visit and I still don't understand how. But here's what actually matters: he's kind. A kind cardiologist. That's rare and you know it. There was one time that there was a Skype loading issue, and he was willing to extend his day to see me. It really mattered to me as it was sometime this spring and I had felt cursed in medical care, there was this CARDIOLOGIST who was willing to stay late. He also didn't cut me off when I mentioned that I think high histamine foods affect my heart rate, and tried to offer a supplement his wife had found helpful. He's also brilliant in a way that's going to be directly useful to you — his PhD is in molecular biophysics and his postdoc was in human genetics. When you call him with the exome results, he's not going to need a translator. He's going to read the variants and think about them at the molecular level. He manages my POTS and IST, he's going to gate reproductive readiness on the cardiac side, and if the exome opens a door that needs Harvard-level cardiology, he has privileges at Brigham and Women's. You're going to like talking to him. Also, if any of your other MPFH patients need a cardiologist who actually listens — he's worth knowing about. I can't believe I'm recommending a cardiologist, considering the messaging thread I wrote about in my testimony, but I think at this point I'd follow Dr. Deo into a burning building.
VISIT TIMELINE & CARE PLAN
Sept ’26 → Aug ’27Click a dot, diamond, or month to see what’s happening.
GOALS & STATED WISHES
View All Goals →MCAS biomarker confirmation
IdeationI don't currently have lab evidence, only clinical response to treatment and your diagnostic impression from the April 2025 summary letter.
This likely involves provocation protocol (medication washout + luteal phase + smoke season) with CTAD tube draws.
Goal: chart armor for the next physician after you, since I've been denied montelukast before by doctors who said I 'self-diagnosed'.
Hypotonia genetics workup
IdeationI need to know if this is RYR1 (anesthesia risk for surgery), DMPK (pregnancy/cardiac risk), or something else.
I learned that family medicine can order whole exome sequencing through Invitae.
I believe I meet ACMG first-tier criteria: congenital anomalies + developmental delay (sat independently 14mo, didn't crawl, walked ~24mo) + autism spectrum disorder.
Other physicians have documented 'dysmorphic features' but never pursued workup.
Endometriosis surgery assessment
IdeationDo I need another excision before attempting pregnancy?
If yes, anesthesia risk stratification depends on #2 (genetics results).
I was having bilateral pains that made me feel like I needed to push something out late in my luteal phase before Neal started me on continuous birth control in April.
Reproductive immunology workup
IdeationPregmune panel (you can order this).
Five prior losses, all 5–8 weeks — pattern suggests immunology or clotting.
Emergency department resistance
IdeationThis is real, this is documented, and this affects safety planning.
We need to talk about what escalation looks like when I won't go to the ER.
RICHARD IS NOT GOING TO BE HAPPY
The Transfer ManifestREPRODUCTIVE
Recurrent pregnancy loss — 5 in the 5–8 week window
ActiveOct 2022, May 2023, April 2024 (Aurora — IUP 6w1d, fetal brady 86 bpm; HCG 20→28→96→2013→17; progesterone 14.5 at 3w6d), Aug 2024, Feb 2025. The narrow, consistent window points to thrombotic, immunologic, or endocrine — not tubal or ovulatory. Fibrinogen 583 mg/dL Oct 2024. APS panel largely negative. Genetic thrombophilia never tested. No POC ever sent for chromosomal analysis. Aurora GI symptoms likely unrecognized MCAS flare. Left salpingectomy with pathology-confirmed deep infiltrating endometriosis; one tube remaining.
“Nobody has put MCAS, coagulation, reproductive immunology, and endometriosis in the same conversation. That's what I'm asking for.”
INFLAMMATORY / MCAS
Severe MCAS flare — August 2025
Safety concernTue Aug 5: urticaria post hazelnut + interview, on cetirizine 20 BID, famotidine 20 BID, quercetin 500 BID. Diphenhydramine accidentally dosed at 62.5 mg (liquid confusion, brain fog). Spread face/torso Wed. Pinpoint cherry-red dots on legs/arms Thu. Sat: pressed a drinking glass against her own skin and photographed non-blanching petechiae — performed her own diascopy at home because no physician was available. Six days breakthrough on max antihistamines. Used 2-year-expired montelukast (2021 Rx) because no current provider would prescribe it.
“Liang-Hai told me to go to urgent care. Twice. I went to my Thursday follow-up with Lear instead.”
Iatrogenic flare exacerbation
Safety concernDr. Brian Lear (NW Washington Family Medicine), mid-flare follow-up: instructed her to stop antihistamines with active visible petechiae — direct contradiction of standard MCAS management. Charted her as 'doing well.' Earlier Aug 2024: Dr. Brian Bachmann (same practice) charted he did not believe she had MCAS — cited absence of bone marrow biopsy and normal tryptase, despite histamine 171 with tryptase 4 (histamine:tryptase dissociation makes tryptase alone unreliable here). Logged MCAS as 'unclear diagnosis' based on 'patient stating Singulair made things better.' Seven providers denied montelukast despite a written advocacy letter and photographic evidence.
Persistent inflammation, no muscle workup
Diagnostic gapCRP 13.68 mg/L March 2019 — 4.5× ULN, 'high' CV risk category — drawn two weeks into montelukast at Swedish Bainbridge. No CK ordered alongside. No inflammatory myopathy screen. In a patient with congenital hypotonia, exercise intolerance, fatigable weakness, that CRP should have triggered muscle enzymes. It didn't. No CK in 29 years. Not pediatrics, not adult medicine, not any of the eight providers.
CARDIAC
Tachycardia progression + undisclosed pain episode
Active gap — partially undisclosedOct–Dec 2025: resting HR changed dramatically over ~3 weeks. HR 164 walking to the bathroom. Zio: 34% sinus tach burden, max 184 bpm at 11:24 PM in bed, structurally normal heart. No PCP to report to. ~Dec 27: episode with spiky pain per pulse at ~213 bpm. Deo has the Zio, the bathroom HR, the general trajectory. The Dec 27 pain episode and the 213 bpm threshold have not been disclosed to Deo.
“That one stayed in the box longer than it should have.”
Prolonged QTc — no follow-up
Diagnostic gapQTc 480 ms on a June 2021 EKG. Borderline prolonged. No repeat. No medication interaction review (MCAS protocol meds affect QT). No cardiology referral. Four years in the chart untouched. In the context of 34% sinus tach burden and a 213 bpm pain episode, it matters now. Coordinate with Deo — he may not know it exists in the pre-2023 chart.
NEUROMUSCULAR
Congenital hypotonia — unresolved
FoundationalDidn't walk until ~age 2–2.5. PT age 2–12 for hypotonia and motor delays. Developed her own sign language until age 5 (language delay). Muscle biopsy recommended; mother declined. Hyperreflexia documented on exam. Never reassessed in adult medicine. No adult provider asked about childhood motor delays or connected them to current presentation. Physical signs persist: big toe never touches the ground, asymmetric shoe wear, compensatory postural lump on the back — none documented by any prior provider. POTS, fatigue, exercise intolerance, fatigable weakness may all trace back to an undiagnosed congenital neuromuscular condition present for 29 years without formal characterization.
Fatigable weakness pattern
UncharacterizedReproducible: strength adequate first few reps, fails around the 5th, recovers with rest. Present since childhood. Not deconditioning — a fatigable weakness signature consistent with NMJ pathology or metabolic myopathy. Never characterized. No repetitive nerve stimulation, no single-fiber EMG. Never connected to the childhood hypotonia. Pyridostigmine bromide is listed as an allergy in the chart, but the nature of the reaction was never investigated — if it was cholinergic rather than hypersensitivity, that itself is NMJ information.
PSYCHIATRIC / ENDOCRINE
PMDD with cyclic suicidal ideation
ActiveCycle days 25–30: predictable biochemically mediated crash — SI, loss of function, dissociation, brain fog, severe GI cramping. Mira: progesterone drops sharply >50 → <2 on those exact days. Likely driven by allopregnanolone at GABA receptors — neurosteroid disorder, not thought disorder. Resolves when hormones shift. Formally untreated for years. After starting the H1/H2/quercetin protocol, the progesterone curve changed for the first time in her documented history — gentle taper instead of cliff drop — zero PMDD symptoms.
“If this holds, one protocol treats MCAS, PMDD, and the SI together. That's the outcome measure. That's the win condition.”
CARE HISTORY
30-month primary care gap
FoundationalEight providers across the odyssey. Most recent termination: prior PCP said 'nothing you could have done' and then sent a non-compliance termination letter. The list of alternative clinics included two that had already rejected her. 40 cold calls, 40 nos. Seven specifically denied montelukast despite a written advocacy letter and photographic evidence. One charted MCAS as a self-diagnosis. The practice before that folded when the founder withdrew. The one before that (Swedish Bainbridge) closed. Every care relationship she invested in was removed by a system failure she did not cause. Consequences: expired meds without supervision, deferred screening, unmonitored cardiac progression, flares managed alone at home.
Uncharacterized peripheral edema
Diagnostic gapBilateral dependent foot erythema with heat exposure, present for years. Observed by nurses. Dismissed or undocumented by physicians. Never characterized as vascular, mast-cell mediator, autonomic, or venous insufficiency. With POTS, MCAS, and fibrinogen 583, persistent bilateral lower-extremity findings are not cosmetic. Never photographed by a provider, never measured, never on a problem list, never worked up.
Exercise capacity mischaracterized
Reframe requiredPrior athletic performance — including half-marathon completion — was achieved by overriding autonomic dysfunction, not by cardiovascular reconditioning. Pushed through tach, dizziness, exercise intolerance on pain tolerance, not by training the system into a healthier resting state. Prior performance cannot be used as fitness evidence for labor risk assessment. Pain tolerance is a labor asset; it is not cardiac safety data. The CHOP Modified Dallas Protocol now in progress is designed to generate actual reconditioning data — sequential longitudinal autonomic improvement tracked via the Dragon's Path companion app, physician-ready reports for the September 2026 reestablishment.
“Here's the knot. It's yours now. I'm stepping back. You untangle it.”
Sealed for SeptemberPATIENT CONDITION NETWORK
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PCP eras
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Medication Response Matrix
Track responses, side effects, and outcomes
| Medication | Benefits | Side Effects | Overall | Confidence |
|---|---|---|---|---|
| Levothyroxine | Positive | High | ||
| Famotidine | Positive | High | ||
| Fexofenadine | Mixed | Medium | ||
| Quercetin | Neutral | Medium | ||
| Montelukast | Positive | High | ||
| Yaz | Mixed | Medium | ||
| Corlanor | Positive | High | ||
| Hydroxyzine | Positive | High |
BODY MAP OF FINDINGS
Documented Findings